"i miss you" is the expression in my mind right now.

"joyce" is the only name my mind is thinking right now.

"pain" is the only feeling my heart is experiencing right now.

yes, here i am at vivocity again, yearning for your presence. I'm always the one asking for a meet up. you have never once ask me out. I'm always there when you needed me, but you have never been there for me when i needed you the most. perhaps this is what they meant by one-sided love. i missed those times when we laughed and cried together but now, its only me.

today i have been sleeping and sleeping, hoping to see your text when i wake up but it dint happen, so i continue to sleep.

"sleep is a cure to forget pain and stress momentarily."

i know i cant replace poop, you get to see him 5/7 days a week. i can only see you in my phone gallery. maybe once in a while you will meet me, but mostly are on weekends. but today, is a saturday, you and me dont work today. initally planned to spend the day cycling and catch pokemon with you, but you can only tell me see how first. asked you for dinner, you also tell me see how first. i came out earlier so i could spend more time with you but turn me down. what should i do? i can only wait at this place.

joyce, i miss you..




If You Learn to Die, You Will Learn to Live.